Tear

Tears rolled down my cheek thinking of past
Bad time stays for a long but good time runs so fast
I look back on the happy years I once had
Thinking of the present it makes me so sad

When the time of decision came
for me to decide harder and harder it became
because I never really knew which road to choose
It seems which ever way I go, I bound to lose

But I made a decision any how
I thought it would to right for me atleast for now
I thought Happiness eventually falls on my lap
But I was wrong because it was momentary and I realized its gone in a snap

The things I was running from chased me all the way
i didn't knew even I did nothing wrong I have to pay
I always had good intentions for everything I did
but I screwed everything in the end or even in the mid

For me good things are like dream
Some times I feel like to scream
I know I will get through
Until then wait is all I can do

And since I am waiting for the right time to come
I think, pat on the back I deserve some
Because I have come this far without giving up completely
I am trying to enjoy life it is very difficult believe me