Loneliness

I live in darkness and loneliness is my friend
I don't want to b disturbed until the end
I have been betrayed by lots of people
So it’s better to be alone again

There was time when I used to like light
There was neither sadness nor fright
Sun was shining in my court
So soothing was the moon light

But now games are being played with my life by fate
All I can see from people is hate
I don't know when I will find my part of happiness
All I can do is wait wait and wait

Now I can’t smile as I used to before
As the blissful part of me walked out of the door
I keep thinking what I have done wrong
And I don't know how I get along

I never show my true feelings which is why I am writing this poem
I guess my feelings are personal and I am too embarrassed to show them
But this is the only way people will get to know the real me
Because I am tired of being lonely...:-(