i wonder why

I wonder why
Immense pain is unleashed
But there is not a single tear in the eye
When I am sad and I cry

I wonder why
I can’t fall asleep, I roll over from one side to other
Even for 6 hour on the bed I lay

I wonder why
I open up with my friends
But in front of parents I lie

I wonder why
I don’t get the results
Luck is screwing with me
No matter how much I try

I wonder why
I am lying on the surface
Hurt wounded betrayed
Instead I should fly high in the sky

Hundreds of days gone by
Wondering about why
After wondering all this nothing going to change
Still I wonder why