Pain

For the world I give a fake smile
To let out my pain I want to cry for a while
A person will get to know my pain
When he will walk in my shoes at least a mile

I am tired of these freaking lies
All I need is just a shoulder to cry
Nothing good is going to happen to me
No matter what and how much I try

Volcano is growing in my heart
Every piece of my life is falling apart
I wish my life was a computer
There is so much of load I wish I cud restart

Death seems lot more easier than living in this hell
It is, on the top of my lungs, I want to yell
This is the only way to let out my aggression
It’s only the anxiety nothing else to tell

I am partially guilty for the bad things I have done
I admit that fuel I have given
But the spark was given by lot of people
That’s why they are also responsible for that burn

I have heard angel come for rescue, dreams come true
I wish someone will come for me and tell me what to do
Because I am clueless about everything
I really don’t know where to go and what to do